Shows

Last night I saw the band Four Year Strong, which was very good. One band that opened, Balance and Composure, was very good. It made me think that at my more independent age now. See when I was a kid, I'd research the music that I listened to but wasn't really a part of it. I didn't go to the shows or anything. My new years resolution is to support music more. There's this new genre out called The Wave. I only listen to one of the bands, La Dispute. I really like them. In middle school, I remember reading about where the bands I listened to came from. Balance and Composure isn't part of the wave but their music is similar. After the show, I felt like I was part of something. It felt nice. I always go in the crowd, but I never used to go in the mosh pits. I do now. I also like getting kicked in the head by crowd surfers. It gets me into a state. As an INTP, I think that the only way to get euphoric is using drugs. Drugs are realistic things. I don't understand why shows put me in a state but I try not to. I dont have to understand it to enjoy it. After the show, I got stoned and listened to the music. I thought about support music and stuff like that. I also thought about moving to New Jersey. I don't know why, I've just been thinking about New Jersey a lot lately. My new years resolution is to be a part of music more. I want to be an actuary when I'm older just for stability reasons. I really want to just be a musician.