My mom had to go to the ER last night. She had diverticulosis. Since it has to do with bleeding, they had to draw blood twice. Since she has RSD, it's extremely difficult to draw blood. It can be less painful if a special IV nurse does it, but the first two times it was done by a regular nurse. The first time failed unfortunately so they drew blood three times. She screamed very loud. It was extremely painful. The most pain anyone can feel in fact. It was horrifying to watch. I haven't seen her in this much pain since she had Lyme's disease. I'm very concerned for when I leave for college. I almost feel like it's selfish of me. When I got home, I had three cigarettes and danced a lot. I didn't have any weed. I missed school today since I took the Seroquel very late. I'm going to miss school tomorrow because I have to bring my mom to physical therapy. I'm just glad that I communicated with my teachers. I don't feel like I'm being lazy. Things are getting better for her it's just scary to watch.