Long Awaited Update

My last post was January 19th. My computer broke after this so I stopped blogging for awhile and then didn't feel like restarted. Actually, I didn't restart because I was writing in a different journal, in pen. I couldn't have a journal and a blog for some reason. I weigh 170 pounds now. Since my last show, I've been to a bunch of shows. In March I started skipping school on Tuesdays to work. A few weeks into doing so, someone got fired, and someone else got stuck with covering this person's hours on Wednesdays, Thursdays, and Fridays. It was too much so the person asked if I could work on one of those days permanently. I told her I'd ask my school if it was okay (even though I had just been skipping all along). When customers asked why I was there I just said I had senior privileges. The last day of high school was yesterday, which I actually worked during. I never got caught skipping. Also, I ended up taking 4 AP exams. Calculus BC, Statistics, Macroeconomics, and Microeconomics. People would probably be surprised if they saw that I was signed up for AP Calculus AB, AP Latin, CP English, and four studies. I didn't even take the AP Latin exam and AB is easier than BC. Skipping school and taking these exams was good for maintaining my sanity. I turned 18 since the last post, on January 26th. I've smoked everyday since. There was one week I didn't smoke because I had wisdom teeth surgery. This week I've made an effort to quit. It wasn't 100% but it was more than I've done in awhile. I bought a pack Sunday night and have one left, and its Wednesday night. Normally I would've ran out by Tuesday morning. My Seroquel was decreased from 150mg to 100mg. I take Lyrica now, 25mg every night. I've only been on it for about 3 weeks. It helps me be more social, but I've noticed I'm not singing as much in my car. Unfortunately, it adds to some of the sedative effects of the Seroquel. I'm much more tired in the morning, unless I only take 50mg of Seroquel, which I was doing a few times. I'd be much more awake but two days later my moods would be more up and down. I'd also feel more tired around the afternoon. According to my doctor, I have Asperger's Syndrome, Panic Disorder with Agoraphobia, and Major Depressive Disorder, Recurrent.